
All by myself in the AC chatroom, like every other night.
I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain - the only thing that’s real nowadays. The needle tears a hole in my skin, and I feel the old familiar sting. These feelings… I try to kill it all away… But I remember everything. What have I become? My sweetest friend… My precious boy… My troubled leader. Everyone I know goes away in the end. And you… You could have it all. My empire of dirt. But I will let you down. I will only make you hurt. I wear this crown of thorns upon my liars chair, full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Eventually, beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear. You are someone else now… and I am still right here. If I could start again, a million miles away… I would keep myself from falling. I would find a way.
I found this while cleaning up my desktop today.
<IdioticRebelion> IM JUST A POOR BOY. I NEED NO SYMPATHY
<IdioticRebelion> BEAUSE IM EASY COME
<IdioticRebelion> EASY GO
<IdioticRebelion> LITTLE HIGH
<IdioticRebelion> LITTLE LOW
<IdioticRebelion> ANYWAY THE WIND BLOWS. DOESNT REALLY MATTER TO MEEE….TOOO MEEEEEEEEEEEE
<IdioticRebelion> DUN DUN DUN…. DUN
<IdioticRebelion> DUN DUN DUN…. DUN
<fireoz> MAMA
<fireoz> JUST KILLED A MAN
<IdioticRebelion> PUT A GUN AGAINST HIS HEAD
<DynastyZero> PULLED THE TRIGGER NOW HES DEAD
<DynastyZero> o u o
<fireoz> MAMA
<fireoz> LIFE HAD JUST BEGUN
<fireoz> BUT NOW I’VE GONE AND THROWN IT ALL AWAY
<IdioticRebelion> MAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
<IdioticRebelion> OOOOOHOOOOOHH
<fireoz> DIDN’T MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY
<fireoz> IF I’M NOT BACK THIS TIME TOMORROW
<IdioticRebelion> CARRY ON
<IdioticRebelion> CARRY ONNNN
<fireoz> AS IF NOTHING MATTERS….
<DynastyZero> SHE’S A BRICK DYUNDYUNDYUNDYUN HOUSE
<IdioticRebelion> JLSKDFJASDF
<DynastyZero> DOODOODOO
<DynastyZero> XDD
<IdioticRebelion> LOOOOOOL
<DynastyZero> oh
<DynastyZero> TO MMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
<DynastyZero> o u o;
<IdioticRebelion> I see a little silloute of a mann?
<DynastyZero> BISMILLAH
<DynastyZero> NO
<DynastyZero> WE WILL NOT LET HIM GO
<fireoz> too late, my time has come
<IdioticRebelion> LET ME GO
<DynastyZero> NO
<DynastyZero> BISMILLAH
<IdioticRebelion> wow we fucked this up
<DynastyZero> WE WILL NOT LET HIM GO
<DynastyZero> i know
<IdioticRebelion> LET ME GO Q A Q
<DynastyZero> e u e…
<fireoz> SKIP A VERSE AND THEN WE’RE DONE, PULL A TRIGGER AND HE’S GONE
<prplemnkeyprategrbal> //tried to sing along but couldnt
<fireoz> MAMAAAAA OOOOHOOOOOOH
<DynastyZero> XDD
<IdioticRebelion> I DIDNT MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY.
<DynastyZero> BABY COME BACK
<IdioticRebelion> SOME TIMES WISH I NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALLLLL
<fireoz> PLEASE DON’T DISOWN ME I ONLY LOVE YOOOOU
<IdioticRebelion> LASKJDF
<DynastyZero> YOU CAN BLAME IT ALL ON ME
<prplemnkeyprategrbal> If im not back again this time tomorrow
<IdioticRebelion> THE LOVE SHACK IS A LITTLE OLD PLACE WHERE.
<fireoz> *chortling like a tard*
<IdioticRebelion> WE CAN GET TOGETHER
<fireoz> OOOH LOVE SHACK
<fireoz> LUHLUHLOVE SHACK
<fireoz> *sneezes*
<noizi> NAD YOUR JOIN ME IS A LIEEE /CHECKEDITLIKE4TIMESNOW/WEEP
<noizi> ..AND*
<prplemnkeyprategrbal> //gives up
<IdioticRebelion> I GOT ME A CHRYSTLER AND ITS AS BIG AS A WHALE. AND ITS ABOUT TO SET…SAIL
<DynastyZero> where is my phone
<DynastyZero> i have so many mashups on there
<IdioticRebelion> lsdkfj
<DynastyZero> //will spam you with them
<fireoz> YOU AND ME BABY WE AIN’T NOTHING BUT MAMMALS
<IdioticRebelion> SO LETS DO IT
<IdioticRebelion> LIKE THEY DO IT
<IdioticRebelion> ON THE DISCOVERY CHANNEL
<fireoz> IIII WANNA FUCK A DOG IN THE ASS…
<fireoz> wait
<IdioticRebelion> WHAT CHU NEED NATALIE?
<fireoz> well it’s a real song
<prplemnkeyprategrbal> wat
<IdioticRebelion> TO DRINK AND FUGHT
<DynastyZero> spoon man
<DynastyZero> you’re as cold as ice
<DynastyZero> save me
<IdioticRebelion> WHAT CHU WANT NATALIE.
<fireoz> SAVE ME ON THIS BOAT
<DynastyZero> willing to sacrifice our love
<IdioticRebelion> TO FUCK ALL NIGHT
<fireoz> I’M ON A BOAT
<fireoz> MOTHERFUCKER
<DynastyZero> LMFAO
<IdioticRebelion> DONT YOU EVR FERGET
<DynastyZero> SPOONMAN
<fireoz> DON’T YOU FORGET, EVER
<DynastyZero> YOU NEVER TAKE ADVICE
<fireoz> CUZ I’M AN ADULT
<DynastyZero> SAVE ME
<DynastyZero> SOME DAY YOU’LL PAY THE PRICE I KNOW
<IdioticRebelion> BABY COME BACK. YOU CAN BLAME IT ALL ON ME..
<DynastyZero> YOU’RE AS COLD AS ICE
<DynastyZero> you never take advice!
<IdioticRebelion> FLY LIKE AN EAGLE.
<DynastyZero> anyway you want it that’s the way you need it anyway you want it!
<fireoz> cuz i want it that way~
<DynastyZero> WORD UP
<IdioticRebelion> ITS THE END OF THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT. AND I FEEL FINE.
<fireoz> STAND UP
<DynastyZero> anyway you want it that’s the way you need it anyway you want it!
<DynastyZero> WORD UP
<fireoz> STAND UP
<DynastyZero> SIT DOWN
<DynastyZero> TURN AROUND
<IdioticRebelion> READ A BOOK. READ A BOOK. READ A MOTHER FUCKIN BOOK
<fireoz> SOLJA BOY
<DynastyZero> that’s the way we do it!
<DynastyZero> the boy is a monster
<DynastyZero> that is a monster, mamamamamonster
<IdioticRebelion> IN THE TIME.. THAT I WAS BORN
<IdioticRebelion> THERE LIVED A MAN
<DynastyZero> mosnter
<DynastyZero> monster
<DynastyZero> monster
<DynastyZero> break my heart
<IdioticRebelion> WHO SAILED A SEE
<DynastyZero> you’re as cold as ice
<DynastyZero> i hate that girl
<IdioticRebelion> AND HE TOLD ME OF HIS LIFE.
<IdioticRebelion> IN A YELLOW…
<IdioticRebelion> SUBBMARINE
<DynastyZero> willing to sacrifice our love
<fireoz> AND LIVED IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA
<DynastyZero> i need that girl
<DynastyZero> I
<DynastyZero> want to kill
<DynastyZero> everyone in the world
<IdioticRebelion> HEY JUDE
<IdioticRebelion> DONT MAKE IT BAD.
<IdioticRebelion> TAKE A SAD SONG
<IdioticRebelion> AND MAKE IT BETTERRRR
<DynastyZero> hm…next song
<DynastyZero> o - o
<IdioticRebelion> ohfuckyou
<fireoz> HEY THERE DELILAH
<DynastyZero> i dunno thise one well……
<IdioticRebelion> iloveheyjude
<DynastyZero> ; 3 ;
<IdioticRebelion> WHATS IT LIKE IN NEWYORK CITY
<IdioticRebelion> ………
<IdioticRebelion> ITS THE BEST DAY EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
<IdioticRebelion> MR SUN CAME UP AND HE SMILED AT ME
<fireoz> AND I FEEL FINE
<IdioticRebelion> ITS GUNNA BE A GOOD ONE JSUT WAIT AND SEE
<fireoz> LOSING MY RELIGION
<fireoz> AND I FEEL FINE
ASH CREEK SWAG
FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY
YEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Also fear my giant sheep plushie.





